Too Much/2 Much

Overslept, scrambled, stressed...

First one there, misunderstand situation, scared kids will be disappointed because I thought there was no water for the water fun event, all turns out well.

Try to fit in too much- lunch with extended family and then back to house for bath and thank you project that takes FOREVER. Promise the kids we'll go shopping (need to use the G.C.s we're collecting). Out of $ and need stuff anyway so...

Not in the right mood, nothing goes right, kids behave badly, I behave badly, and I begin to wonder. Why would God ever think I could handle two kids, a full-time job, a demanding family life, and all the other situations going on? I mean, is 2 too much? Nah, not most days but... and I still want a girl (another blog for another day).

So where to cut back? Computer time for sure but that is my best outlet to be me... Shopping, well I needed to get lil' one some more water toys so the endless water fight in the kitchen gets resolved. Needed to get more underwear and shoes for big one and he'll need lunch stuff for his first week of school (don't get me started on that)... Got to get my oil changed- it was way past due. The thank-you(s) are important, sure they took too long and I made them more complicated than needed but I still had to do them and something worth doing is worth doing well right? Bought CDs to backup pictures downloaded and deleted off the camera, that's important... Still need to do it an ddon't know when I will. Got some storage solution stuff for shoes of boys but also don't know when I'll get around to that either.

Just want to have everything just right. But we keep gettin' stuff from Mom. Great stuff, nice stuff, but... space is scarce and every nook and cranny has been meticulously planned- what to change, what to change. Change is hard. Everything is changing.

Gotta clean, gotta go to bed, need to do laundry, don't want to stop, need to because I will have another day like today if I don't...

We'll see...