Missed My Hug

He still loves me right? Do I mean as much to him now? I think he may be moving on. I can tell things are not the same. Maybe he's outgrowing me? I mean, at Karate he use to stand by me during the stretches but now... I Love him so much and I don't want to lose him. How can I hold on to this time in our lives? I mean in just two weeks he'll be embarking on the biggest adventure in his life thus far and he'll be exposed to so much more, he already won't kiss me in public- what about when he's around all these new people?

And worst of all, today- when we parted ways I turned around to give him a hug and he had already left to join his friends. I called out- but he was gone. It hurt. It hurt real bad. I wanted that hug, it gets me through my day. Why? Thing were better than ever, this was THE BEST it ever has been and now with each passing day... I'm wishing I could freeze time. I even saw him eyeballing some hot chick on a TV commercial last night- folks my lil' man is only 5 years old.



I Love You lil' Shipmate!!!