Better Again

Well at last, well at last, hey everyone I'm well at last.

Isn't it funny how when you're sick it feels like you'll never get better and when you're well, you wonder how it is possible that you were ever that sick. I use to be think being healthy was a choice. For me the sick people I knew were always the same people that found reasons to be be unhappy. So somewhere along the line I came to the conclusion that a positive frame of mind could keep you from getting sick- to some degree I still believe that does have an impact but it has taken time after time of getting sicker than I imagined possible in situations I didn't expect to make me realize that life doesn't always work out the way we want it to just because.

And thank God for it, had I not experienced my own "weak" moments- I'd be right down impossible, callous and judgmental. Everytime in my life that I've had to deal with situations I had not planned, I have learned more than I ever would have had things gone "right". It has helped mold me into a person that better understands her fellow human beings (I hope- hey I know I'm a work in progress). So anyway, when it comes down to it- if feels good to not feel bad (or at least as bad). Knowing how it feels to feel less than ideal is GREAT because it allows me to cherish these times.

Hey that reminds of a the Madonna song- Cherish. I LOVE that song (and that video). It came out at the same time Rush Rush from Paula Abdul (sp?)- Man I LOVED those songs and I loved those times. It takes me back. For those of you that don't know me (yeah right), I often associate song lyrics with topics of conversation. Not that I'm totally up on music (I'm not) or that I'm all that creative with it- most of the songs I refer to are super old or really obvious but I love the background that music can provide. It is such a great accent to a moment. Maybe the best accent.